midlife crisis at 18

spNO SCRATCH THAT I'M STILL 17... omg how hard can this be. everyone knows what they want but i don't. And as I've said many times i hate planning waht to do in the next 10 minutes let alone plan my future!!!

and it's either Science or Environments. thses two are like totally different. there's that stupid TH ROAD NOT TAKEN poem again:

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;


Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.


I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

And Literature comes back to haunt me =S, nah i love literature actually and i've found a poem i've known since i was 15 to relate to.....

I'm so messed up..

here's the deal.

SCIENCE:

1. after science get into med (kinda risky) if i don't get in med what to become? science teacher ha ha, pharmacist?
2. i'll make my parents fucking happy + proud if i make it
3. but very costly
4. and altogther it'll be the most 10 years i think, i might as well rare cats and become a nun as well
5. but guaranteed a job, it's a tough course after that but it'll most likely be what it's worth
6. i'll get to go UK in the end

ENVIRONMENTS:

1. 5 years only plus archi
2. i'm pretty confident in this subject that i'll do well ha ha kinda cocky talk, learnt it from my dummy
3. not sure about the prospects
4. will be pretty busy with projects and all that i think but can tahan jsut i need to get over my inclination to procrastinate
5. quite competitive i believe
6. it seems an easy course but what is it worth in the end?
7. get to socialize more in a corporate line and i can explore interior designing too and maybe journalism (yay!)

ok tht's just roughly what was on my mind la atm

oh and Juju. congratz! ha ha