Pieces

He said to me, "they can take us apart, but they can never take away our memories."

I realised I always spend too much time worrying about the future, thinking too far ahead and getting upset over something that hasn't happened and might not happen. Instead of worrying about the future I should concentrate more on my present and enjoy it. Because these are going to be the memories that will stay with me all my life. I need to make the most of it and make sure it's the best it will ever be.

Someday I'm going to look back and whether I think of this with a tear or a smile, nothing's gonna change it. It happened and hey, no regrets :)

jump then fall

omg I've to seriously stop being nocturnal! Either that or find more people that are nocturnal like me besides Syasya and find a uni that has night classes instead of day time ones. Maybe I need to take night time jobs as well and by night time jobs I meant ones that allows me to remain in my clothes still.

3 hours till calculus exam and at first I was hyperventilating and now I'm just giving up hope. I'm seriously so gonna fail this anyways but then again I'm going to apply for a change of course so I'll be behind a year still anyways. But then apart of me is telling me not to. I hate giving in and I also hate losing which leaves me stuck to one option and that's to perservere and don't lose!

hmm 4 cans of red bull and I feel like throwing up or dancing. Preferably the latter. I keep thinking of my freedom after this paper and all the stuff I want to and NEED to do and at the same time i'd rahter the exam to be miraculously pushed to Friday so I'll have more time, I'd sing Hallelujah in the chapel if that happens.

I've also been having thoughts of getting run over by a car along the way so I won't have to sit for the exam. But that also means no clubbing on Thursday and Sunday. Again stuck in a bad situation.

On another note I'm in love all over again! With Red Jumpsuit Apparatus again. emo post-hardcore music gets me everytime!

"Step Right Up shoot an arrow on the target, my heart is an easy thing for you to win, don't worry if you miss I'll let you shoot again, my heart is an easy thing for you to win"

OMG Elias Reidy why did you have to leave the band!!! rarrr you and Ronnie Winters were like brothers not to mention yr the most perfect backup vocalist and guitarist for the band! Now it's all Ronnie alone :(

step right up

pretty heart shaped and teardrop raised beads on buckle (won't fall off)

black tiered dress used once at my formal

close up of details and bow

belt might be sold together with yellow dress

yellow's not really my colour and trapeze dresses aren't really my style

I'm an Auntie!!!! wooo

Finally!!

My cousin's baby boy just came into the world on the 18th October. Aww I can't wait to see him! and cuddle him, hold his lil hand and pinch his lil nose. omg so excited!! I want pictures of him scat! Can't wait till December man!

omg omg i get to go baby clothes shopping!!!

Beautiful

A call,

You're waiting outside for me

A walk,

In the rain around the cemetary

You talk,

But what were we talking really?

A drive,

And you're still staring at me,

A kiss,

To end the night and leave me happy...

Not perfect, but beautiful.

heaven bend to take my hand

"you're depressed.. listening to Sarah McLachlan..." House M.D.

my fave photo from today's photoshoot. And just a quick recap. it was awkward. Not just for you but for me too. Maybe it wasn't for you but it was for me. It showed in you but didn't show in me. She and she said it's obvious. Why am I denying? Is it because you don't or I don't?.. Just be straight up but take your time too.

for the sake of an update

I just had a shower. I smell fresh! =D