Tuesday, February 10, 2009

dreading to go back melb now

The Reason:

I get nervous just thinking about it. I'm not so good with meeting new people especially if it's a FORCED event or one that I did not plan myself to go to. I always think, "Is tht person sizing me up?" "What's is she/he gonne think of me?" "What if they don't like me?" "What if no one bothers talking to me?" or "What if I run out of things to say with the person I'm tlaking to and they just walk away?" "My dressing doesn't blend in, it's too much/low!"

I'm so pessimistic it's unhealthy for me i know cause i'll get all worried and stressed about it. Meeting new people who might not want to meet me?... Can I just stay in my room and unpack continuously for 4 days instead? sigh..

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